Benjamin
W. Waldridge
Unexplainable
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I
walk to my bathroom to drown away the pain
I take and open the bottle
Then
I recall last night I happened to take them all
Now
as I walk around in a drunken stupor
Looking for you
Waiting for you to
come back
I know deep down that can ever happen
My
biggest mistake was getting started
Breaking all of my promises
I find myself
sitting next to the phone
Waiting for the call thats never to come
That
one night in the bar
That one night was the best ever
Tell me why
Why
do I wait
Why must I take these pills
You
were a one night stand
Nothing more, nothing less
The one problem, I fell
in love with a slut
Nothing surprising
Just another day in the life of a
confused lover
I
realize now
What I need the most
If only, If only, If only
She knew.
Waiting
Im
waiting for this day to end,
Its like spending time with a good friend,
The
hours slip by like minutes,
And before you know it, its over,
The
time you spent,
The memories you had.
Then youre just sitting,
All
alone in the dark,
Waiting for it all to come back,
You know that it wont.
But
you still sit there waiting,
Waiting for the end
Time
The
time passes by like sand in the desert,
So much,
So little,
If you
dont think of what you do,
Youll end up lost,
No one to guide
you,
You become afraid of the dark,
So dark,
Your eyes turn black,
Your
heart turns cold,
You care for nothing and no one,
Your soul is lost,
Forever
lost,
It shall never return,
You become crazed,
Turn into a madman,
Start
toiling with nothing but air,
Till your mind is gone.
You become a blundering
fool,
Searching for answers,
Then finally, on that fateful day,
You give
up and take your life,
Now dear reader, answer this,
Am I insane,
Or
a genius in a state of bliss?